The stars are the street lights of tonight

It's 3am. And I'm still awake. Bahhhhh ! I'm facing insomnia this lately and i have no idea why.

Dartee slept. So i’m alone, just me and my pillow. I miss my boyfriend a lot ! Like seriously a lot. And i think a lot! I think about everything and anything.

"What am I doing with my life?" , "Did I have my revision done?" , ''Did i remember all the things that i had study?" , " Is everything done?" , "Will the world really come to an end?" ....there are too many question marks in my head !

The room is so silent and i only listen to the spinning fan and the typing keyboard. But my mind is so loud. It drives me crazy because the things I would never think, I think about. Sometimes, I hate it because it brings up things I rather never think about again. The split second before sleep is the most active second of my life !

Sigh. The worst feeling is loneliness! Could you imagine that you're the only one left in this world ? I think i would rather die because that is too much for me! I'm serious. For me,loneliness is the worst feeling in the world.

 And now.

I spell L.O.N.E.L.I.N.E.S.S !!